Sunday, July 20, 2014
Music is such a window to the soul for me and this beautiful piece by George Winston is one of my all time favorites of his from his gorgeous album, Autumn which is my favorite seasons of the year. There's just nothing like the chill of an early fall to wake me up from my slumber of hibernation as we say goodbye to the dog days of summer and the dreadful heat of the latter days of July & the whole month of August. Some people go into depression mode as winter nears but not me--I get into my depression stage around this time of year as I feel the walls closing in with no escape near. I long for the Colors/Dance of autumn and look up into the stars, the moon to see their dance as the seasons change. Summer is a time when most head to the sea but for me I love the sea in cooler months.
Around the first time I first heard this piece by George Winston was just before the fall in the early 1980's when I was at a retreat and walked the beach for endless miles and a journey that would change my life onto another course. Back then I had an old cassette tape of this music and I wore it out then. As I type this post, I'm downloading the album again from iTunes and come to find out the 20th edition was released back in 2001. I think the following fall after the album was released was when I went to see George perform at Jones Hall. He was so low-key walking out and playing with socks. His music then as is now is tranquilizing! Just what this depressed soul needed to hear tonight to get me through the next 1/2 of summer with a longing/love for Autumn when I can emerge from my cocoon happily gazing at the colors/dance of life.
Sunday, July 06, 2014
I literally wore this album out when it first came out. Haven't listened to it in a very long time. I forgot what Romanza is like. Love Andrea Bocelli!! Think, I'll pour a glass of wine and light a candle and feel the beauty in the burning fire glow, while saying a little prayer for hope. Quiero vivere!
Wednesday, June 04, 2014
Loving YouTube that has full albums on video for one's listening pleasure. Of course I had to listen to this one tonight given the 30th anniversary. Jeez where did 30 years go! Yes, I was Dancing in the Dark then and kind of still am! This gun is still for hire! ;-)
Friday, May 23, 2014
Listening to my favorite song by George Harrison. Just love the guitar intro and the Hare Krishna mantra...
Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna
Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare
Hare Rama, Hare Rama
In his 1980 autobiography, I, Me, Mine, he would explain that the blending of gospel "hallelujah"s with chanted "Hare Krishna"s was intended to show that the two phrases meant "quite the same thing", as well as to get listeners chanting the Maha mantra "before they knew what was going on!"[20
I really, really want a poster of the LP!
Sunday, May 11, 2014
Just an update to the blog--not much to say since Easter came and went as well as the month of April. Ok, well lots to say but some things are better left unsaid. Actually, I was glad to say goodbye to April since the passing of my sweet & dear Chulo. I had looked forward to the month starting then but it hit me so hard and sent me to my knees. Slowly been picking myself up and was going to give myself till the end of May when I was on vacation to look into getting a new dog but then came the email last Thursday--letting me know that a chihuahua puppy was left to fend for herself near a busy intersection and if I was interested in fostering her--with an option for adoption. So to make a long story short --I got her on Friday. Lord, what did I get myself into I told myself as I was driving home and the pup was crying up a river of tears in the back seat! It's been a long while since I've had a puppy around--much less clean up after her endless pooping and peeing! Potty training is not fun nor is the endless biting and chewing she is into!!! I quickly realized how spoiled I was with Chulo.
Does she have a name yet? Not officially--still debating and there are a lot of if's too! Have I fallen madly in love with her?! NO!!! Not yet, but we are slowly getting to know one another. She's been through a rough time having been abandoned and me having lost my last chi. This week as I go back to work will be an adjustment for both of us.
In the photo, she is playing with one of Chulo's toys-Tiger and she's taken quite a liking to him. Dad asked me if I was going to name her Chula--which is the female version of Chulo and I've pretty much ruled that name out. For now, she's called Teeny or mama but I'll have to do some talking to the moon in the next few evenings but till then she's still a Chi-Wahwah Beauty! ;-)
Title taken from song by Ottmar Liebert on his cd Opium.
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Tuesday, April 01, 2014
Chulo & Jeanna-hope you two are having lots of fun playing, running, chasing the sun and talking to the moon. Know that your mommies miss you and love you and can't wait to see you again when it's our time.
Jeanna belonged to my neighbor's-Holly & Elyse and Jeanna was always smitten with Chulo. Chulo had many loves--his first love was Chela and then there was ChaCha. Of course his other love was Kim-one of my former students who begged me to take him.
I can honestly admit, I never wanted a Chihuahua because I thought they were just too yappy for a dog. Much less a dog that would have to be kept inside. But after a little insistence from Kim, I finally decided to take this dog as my own and nothing was the same ever since! He was my little man who had been my loyal companion and I cannot imagine how my life existed before. I'm not sure how or why I came up with his name but it sure did fit him! Chi's are one of kindest dogs and now I get it-why owners are so head over heels for chihuahua's.
I've been asked if I'm going to get another dog and my answer is yes--when the time is right. I don't plan to actively search for one for Chulo came to me and my next dog will have to come to me as well. When and if she does, I will name her Luna. After I moved into my house, Chulo and I would often sit in the patio talking to the moon! Now I sit alone, talking to the moon, knowing he's out there--albeit far away.
Chulo was cremated on 4/3/14 and today I brought him back home. I placed him on the sofa for a bit--it was one of his favorite spots. Earlier this evening-- I brought him outside to the patio and sat in silence talking to the moon while burning incense. I've been asked if I planned on having a service of any kind and for now I don't plan on it. I remember now that, his brother Blue passed away in January of this year. They were not the best of friends the years later when they met but I hope now, they are being nice to one another. I've been slowly putting away some of Chulo's things and will make a donation to a local Pet Rescue but will hold onto one of his toys-Buddy. In fact, I bought three of them several years ago. I will give one away, save one next to Chulo's remains and whenever I get another dog, it will be one of her first toys.
It is said that when pets die they cross the Rainbow Bridge where they are happy and content, except for one small thing they miss someone very much. And when it's our time and they spot us we are reunited, never to be parted again. Thus, we cross the Rainbow Bridge together. So for now Chulo, run, play and be happy. Everyday til then, I'll save all my kisses for you and hold them in heart while talking to the moon.
Chulo's life in pictures. I plan on framing one of them but not sure which one yet.